Sent from my iPhone…
Long overdue. This was written last Chinese New Year. While drunk. iPhones are amazing this way:
Who would have thought that the
Impression that I was over you
Was just simply an illusion from
Your absence?
And who would have known that your
Sudden ephemeral presence will
Bring back all the memories that
will floor me?
From bittersweet Experiences I know
that I’ll never ever forget the sight
of you Standing there smiling at me
in my doorway.
And as we dined along the
quiet, pristine River,
..What You’re Up To, Where You’ve Been…
Another close friend appears to walk in your footsteps.
The sudden, drastic shift into the silent, downward spiral.
And all I feel is hatred towards you,
As if somehow, in some way, it was all your bloody fault.
And then tonight I dreamt about you.
A livid dream.
So close, so intimate, so…
Real.
“I miss you so much.”
And then I realize how much I missed you, your sunshine smile, your daredevil spirit.
And I realize that, counting today, it has been slightly more
Cause and Effect
It seems only fitting that someone with a twisted mind,
To also end up with an abnormally twisted spine.
Even if the scoliosis does deteriorate someday,
The Alzheimer’s will probably take the pain away.